I'm feeling a little better now. I hope to go talk a nice walk tomorrow. And do some T-Tapp exercises. My new sneakers broke when I first put them on. How do sneakers break, you ask? Well these were the type where you put the laces through little ribbon type loops instead of holes in the leather. And one of the ribbon loops broke. I don't think I described that well. But I'm going to have to get new sneakers now. Blast!

I'm so discouraged. I've been looking for plus-size dance wear. I want a nice leotard, tights, etc. Maybe a nice lyrical dance dress, tutu, etc too. But everything I'm finding doesn't come big enough. Sure some SAY they come in a 3X or 4X, but the sizes they correspond too are like 18/20. I'm a 30/32. I can't find ANYTHING that fits my size. I can't sew. And I can't afford to have anything custom made for me. So it feels like my dancing dreams must be placed on a back burner for a while.

I've been googling for BBW dance stories, pictures, etc. It's hard to find. I haven't found anything new lately. Sadly though there are many many many sites with pictures of fat (and not so fat) women that are being made fun of. It makes me want to cry. Why do people think it's okay to make fun of people because they aren't skinny? My heart aches. I see the pictures of beautiful women, and read the comments calling them hideous, hilarious, a joke, etc. Bastards!